I grew up not wanting much anything and learn by heart how to be content. It is an art in someway. Getting too big for my baby blankie, learn how to do some yoga. Just kidding. My parent just dont have to bend over backward and sideways, (they know yoga too) just to provide for us. I am just not materialistic and have the teen angst against being one to the point of ridiculous. At one point, I wanted to give my job that I just got to my friend if i could.
My husband knew since he was little what he wanted, a cabin up the mountain, he own it, his sanctuary. It got blue roof, somehow that pop up in my mind when i sign up for ebay. Bluecabin. Last three months, suddenly i found myself empowered, making good sales that I am starting to see that i could have my own blue cabin. Mybluecabin. Its a tiny flicker of big hope that i would be able to successfully own my kind of sanctuary.
Hey May, it's a little too cold to take the boys to the park, but I wanted to drop a line and say hi! Happy New Year. After reading this I want a cabin too. -Robyn
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year to you too!! We went to skate place by mildred. it was fun. No plans for tonight though, just chillin'
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