NEW YEAR TO ALL

Am ready for the new year, I am so ready I dont even care for new year's resolutions.  Just quiet promises for my heart's desires and none of them is define.  It just what a mom, a wife and a simple girl like me would have for a secret wishes.

I count my blessings   One of them is my adorable daughter.  She drew her lay out plan for her science club.  Drawers for science kits, table and chairs for members, jars for specimens and a display area.  Hope she have all she needs for years to come.

My own blue cabin

I grew up not wanting much anything and learn by heart how to be content.  It is an art in someway.  Getting too big for my baby blankie, learn how to do some yoga.  Just kidding.  My parent just dont have to bend over backward and sideways, (they know yoga too) just to provide for us. I am just not materialistic and have the teen angst against being one to the point of ridiculous. At one point, I wanted to give my job that I just got to my friend if i could.

My husband knew since he was little what he wanted, a cabin up the mountain, he own it, his sanctuary. It got blue roof, somehow that pop up in my mind when i sign up for ebay.  Bluecabin.  Last three months, suddenly i found myself empowered, making good sales that I am starting to see that i could have my own blue cabin.  Mybluecabin.  Its a tiny flicker of big hope that i would be able to successfully own my kind of sanctuary.